A Positive Pregnancy Test and How I Tried to “Wish” it All Away

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The following story comes from Human Coalition – Pittsburgh.

I walked into my bathroom to see the two pink lines appearing on the pregnancy test. “No! I can’t be pregnant!” I thought to myself. I had just settled into a full-time job, my boyfriend didn’t want kids, and I didn’t have any health insurance. I was twenty-seven and had finally started to feel like my life was falling into place. 

I couldn’t believe it. I began to convince myself it wasn’t true—maybe if I tried hard enough, I could just wish this away.

With morning sickness and a changing body, I realized I couldn’t just do nothing. I was pregnant and I had to come up with a plan. Since I was a teenager I had known dozens of women who had “wished” their pregnancies away at abortion clinics. They thought they were getting rid of all of their problems, but what I continued to witness was that abortion actually created more problems. Because of this, I had sworn to myself I would never get an abortion.

But there I was, with the number for a clinic on my screen and my phone in hand. I was scared and alone and I thought I didn’t have a choice. I set up an appointment at the local abortion clinic for later that week.

I spent the rest of the week grieving what I was about to do. I remembered what abortion had done to my friends—fertility issues, depression, pain, regret. I knew it wouldn’t be good for me and my body, but I didn’t know what else to do.

At the end of the week, I pulled up to the abortion clinic. With a knot in my stomach, I walked towards the door. Just as I was about to reach for the door, a young man approached me and asked if I would like a free ultrasound. He pointed to a bus parked in the parking lot. It was colorful and professional and the man seemed so friendly, so I said yes.

He helped me on the bus and introduced me to the nurse who would be giving me the ultrasound. I filled out some paperwork and then sat down on the leather exam table for my ultrasound.

The nurse asked me what I was doing at the clinic and I told her I was planning on getting an abortion. I explained my situation and also shared my fears about the problems I thought abortion might cause for me down the road.

Nodding, she informed me about the risks of abortion. She told me things I never even knew, such as the link between abortion and breast cancer. I didn’t feel like she was trying to scare me into keeping my baby, instead I knew that she actually cared about my health and wellbeing. She gave me pamphlets I could take home and then we started the ultrasound.

I leaned back and the nurse put the ultrasound probe to my belly. I was already seven weeks pregnant and the baby had a heartbeat! The nurse showed me how big my baby was and explained how fast he would be growing in the coming weeks.

I was amazed by the child that was growing inside of me! The longer I looked at him, the more I realized that abortion wasn’t the right choice—It wasn’t the right choice for my baby and it wasn’t the right choice for me.

I’ve decided to keep my baby and I am due in a few months! I am so thankful for all of the information I was given on the mobile unit and the many ways my local pregnancy resource center has helped me throughout my pregnancy.

Each day women are being convinced that abortion is the only option. But what if you learned that you could truly support women and actually empower them? 

Would you donate $10, $15, $30 today to help us empower more women to pursue their life and preserve the life inside?

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Save the Storks
Save the Storks exists to partner with pregnancy resource centers and give abortion-vulnerable women a choice that will change their lives forever. We partner with pregnancy resource centers all over the nation, providing them with powerful tools and training to more effectively connect with those women in their communities. With the support of people like you, we have built over 50 Stork Buses that reach women near abortion clinics, on college campuses, in rural areas and inner cities. And here’s a statistic you’ll want to share with friends and family: four out of five women who board a Stork Bus, see their baby on the ultrasound and hear the heartbeat, choose life.